Had the ex-girlfriend come by today and clear out her stuff… It is kinda nice to have it all gone and that aspect of my life cleared out… we still miss each other and are on quality terms…

Talked to my wife on Sunday and she is apparently in an emotional shutdown as she expressed her complete lack of feeling for anyone around her and desire only to work and keep the house in the family… Conversation went o.k. I guess… sorta like a business meeting as we cleared up some loose ends and made some minor plans for the future regarding bills, bank accounts, and whatnot… She really was quite detached the whole time and I can only pray that she gets better in the future…

It is kind of you to hope for a better well-being for her, but I am much more concerned about you. Keep us posted… It’ good that your “friendship” with ex-girlfriend continues, maybe (?)

I think so… life is too short and too precious to get hung up on little things…which is everything…

As for me there are ups and downs… I am managing to keep positive for the great majority of each day…

the atheists are praying for you abs…”THE-RIGHT-ONE-IS-OUT-THERE”...no…truely…I’m not just practicing to be a father…which in light of this new lady I’ve met…no…won’t go there…

rb, you’re only 20, children can wait… And what happened to the “old” lady?

yes…My father was older…45…when i arrived…seems a jolly plan…”old” old lady Caro and I have an open relationship…I’ve decided…she has been seemingly rather …cool…in phone and emails lately…

Nearly all of my relationships have been open, works for me. I don’t like to be limited in that way and most of my guys go along with it because they find that they like it that way, too.